everything was going so well, i was so happy and content with life. now its all turning to shit. well most of it. all because of things i did. i fuck up everything. Why? 

My Dearest Allie,

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.

-Noah

I fucked up. Grounded once again. I can’t do it this time i really can’t…

I’m in love with a book i have yet to read. On The Road. for the past three days i cant help but look stuff up about this book. I want to no i MUST start reading it soon. all these dumb school books have me slacking on the books i would like to dive into. 

The List.

• finish Hunger games 
• finish Nineteen minutes 
• Hitman
• On The Road
• the vow
• Host
• the lucky one

not a very big list but i’m not the best at reading… this will take a while. 

for some reason i just love this picture.